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My heart - A happy one!

Hey all!

Busy partying for no reason these days .
Feeling low for no reason ? 
Order a pizza?
Not helping? 
How about adding up a desert?
Not helping? 
A royal breakfast may be?


Bad mood according to me is like illness. You got to know which medicine works for you. As a doctor I ask my patient what doesn't work for him(His allergies). Then begin medication which works for a million people like him. Sometimes All I do is increase the dosage and it works like elixir.

So yeah! The pizza concept works for me . Because food ... Food makes me happy and art makes me sick! Its converse in my sisters case. 


Kuch bhi karo yaar... Put a little more effort and you are there. Except for loyalty and humility everything is easy to get at this point of time.

Time is ticking, life is passing. Friends leave, people die, promises break. 

These are the things you can't help at all.


What is left of you is your own heart, and nothing can feel worse than having an unhappy one. 

The world has so long been trying to escape and dissolve into an every diminishing picture of peace and unhappiness - we have started selling lies. 
But honestly ...
Life isn't fair, I am sorry.

You cannot blame the boat in the middle of the sea.
This was a journey you picked, a flower you picked, a party you organised.
 What happens now is you, the choices are yours, all you!

I don't really want to sound like your parent , telling you what to do . Neither do I want to give you life lessons on self discovery like Ranbir Kapoor.




I'd say it happens to everyone, but really, it doesn't.
I don't want to compare hunger to heartbreak, or heartbreak to losing your favourite pen.
Don't compare.
Not comparing.

I can't promise anyone will help.
I can't promise anyone will understand.
I can't promise anyone wants to be a part of it.
Why would they? No compulsion to be inserted here.

Hear it from me because honestly, that's what the world is thinking. 

I might be hurt and everything feels like it's falling apart, and I wish there was something I could say, but there isn't.

No matter how badly your world , dreams , ambitions are falling apart, everyone else's world is still spinning

.

You're still a part of it, no matter how small!

Weaknesses are healthy, being weak is strength sometimes ... Only if you realise...

So far so much!


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