DR. WAJEEHA ISSUES

Hey there Sometimes you walk into the ED with some gloomy memories. The best thing about ED is even if you're dead occupied with things that you don't let the gloomy mood take over.Food, hunger ,sleep excluded. So today, I get less crash cases , I overwhelmingly go teach stuff to my juniors.  Now , the competency is questioned again.  You help people when convenient. Not always. A true team leader should always be hands on. Well, well! "Its tough to come out of the Ya Shaikh apni dekh mentality." So far so much.

And then I thought I was decent with emergency procedures. And today...  I don't get the ABGs, my consultant scolds me that this is the worst procedure he has seen . I , as usual have that ok now what , m being screwed , I don't know what to do face! I don't know but the love to teach emergency medicine to others is ON FIRE I tell you. My own assessment says I'm doing pretty good. Leadership, I've only minded my business today, Not ERs. so far so much bye.

Hey everyone Today the 13th of March 2020 , I begin to write this post. For now the secret is between me and my mind and prolly the device I have in my hand.  The secret little determination towards something new. The secret little determination towards something that gives me cold feet.  The secret little determination towards something that Ive been running away all my life no not wedding, its leadership.  Be it leading a class , or a batch of medical graduates , the opportunity of leading the gang had come my way multiple times and rejected stating that I was not competent for the post. The confidence has never been there. I think leadership also has something to do with the upbringing. My parents emphasized me  on minding my own business . So , the courage to be loud , assertive and more importantly lead a pack never came to me . To be simple I never saw myself doing it.  In present scenario , my mentor initially in my first year of residency  emphasized me on teaching , that was a

Hey all On my day 1 in an attempt to be a leader,  I walk in to the ER with intention of being assertive , yet polite. I think I did pretty well for day 1 .  I was happy. Did feel like it was that bad of a job. Side effects : I panic all night . Stress over things that don't exist. Panic more. So far so much

Hey all, Anxiety is real! Didn't really try it but pep talk helps in getting over the anxiety at that moment of time. So far so much.